“Chronos” (April 3rd, 2008)

For a time, for a season,
I built myself an idol.
I turned away from the LORD
to worship Chronos, god of time.

I was too busy for God
because I filled my schedule.
“I’ll find time for you, lord,
but you will have to wait.”

That time never came;
it slipped away, pushed back.
The season passed and
I was angry at God.

“Why can’t I hear your voice?!”
“God, I don’t hear you anymore!”
“I can’t believe you aren’t talking to
me!”

“I was speaking to you,
but you had built walls.
You were too occupied with
your deadlines, your projects,
your work, your time.”

“My voice was strong,
but your ears were full;
I gave you time to love
but I knew you didn’t hear
Me.”

“Old friends missed you,
left out - left behind,
those not in pace with
your steps must be,
‘out of line.’”

“Your friendships suffered.
Your ache is not only
your body but also
your mind.
I will refresh the weary.”

When the season passed
I sought myself in mirror.
Why was I so committed
to over committed?
Who was I working for?

Tearing down my idol,
turning off the noise,
focusing on my Savior,
listening for my Lord.

A new season is here.
A new schedule, new clock.
My ears are now open.
My feet are willing to go.